My dearest Ellie,
If you would have asked me a year ago how I was
feeling about finally getting to meet you, I would have said that I was scared
to death. I was scared about adding
another child to our family. Before you
came into our life, everyday was crazy and exhausting and wonderful all at the
same time, (not much has changed) but I didn’t know how to make that work with
another baby. In my mind Ben was still a
baby and that would mean having 2 babies in the house at the same time. However from the moment you came into the
world, I knew everything was going to okay.
The overwhelming amount of love I felt for you when I saw your beautiful
face still brings tears to my eyes. I
started thanking God for blessing our family with you, and I have done that
every single day since.

This year has been so much fun. Not only have Daddy and I gotten to see you
grow and have so many “firsts”, but your brother and sister have gotten to
experience that too. You are the light
of Hannah’s life. I know in the years to
come you will continue to look up to her and follow her around and do just
about anything to be like her. I know
there will come a day when Hannah is just a bit too cool to hang with her baby
sister, but you need to know that she loves you more than you will ever
know. She loves to take care of you and
always makes sure that you have everything and anything that you need.

Your brother Ben has a funny way of showing you
how much he loves you. He can get a tad
jealous at times, and try to tackle you, smush you, or trap you, but I think he
just wants you to pay him as much attention as you do to Hannah. Every morning this summer, as soon as he
hears you on the monitor, he runs into your room to play with you. It is special Ellie and Ben time (you are
still in your crib so he can’t smush you), and you talk and laugh with each
other. I especially love it because it
gives me about 15 extra minutes of sleep.
You love to play in his room with his trains and cars. Lately he has started sharing with you, and I
know as you continue to get older and can play with him more you two will be
the best of friends.

You have really stated to show your personality
lately. The laid back baby that we’ve
seen for the past 11 months has decided it’s time to start exploring. We often find you half way up the stairs
looking back at us and laughing. You
LOVE to climb. You are always trying to
climb in or out of the bathtub. Today at
lunch you were attempting to climb out of your highchair. I think you are going to be an adventurous
little girl. Your most favorite thing to
do right now is eat. You love everything
and anything we try to feed you. You
love feeding yourself, and you know how to sign and tell us you want more. I’ve never seen you do the sign for “all done”
because I think you would eat forever if we would let you. You are standing up by yourself. You love to clap when you stand up because
you are so proud! It always makes us all
laugh. You took 3 steps to Nana one
night last week, but haven’t attempted walking again. You will push the little green car or your
baby stroller around the house and cul-de-sac, but as soon as we take it away
you sit down and refuse to walk until we give it back. You
have even started pitching little fits when you don’t get what you want. You like to throw yourself on the ground and slam
your fists down and scream (not cry).
You are a feisty little thing!

I can’t believe we are already celebrating your
first birthday. You are so special to us,
and we are so glad that God’s plan for our family was more amazing than we ever
dreamed. We love you more than you will
ever know Ellie bear bug. Happy first
birthday!
Love,
Mommy and Daddy